Karrueche Tran still loves Chris Brown but maybe that's not enough for her to take him back right now after the baby drama.

Talking to Iyanla Vanzant on Saturday night, Karrueche Tran said that she felt hurt by her former boyfriend because of Chris Brown's betrayal.

"I will never again let a man disrespect me. I want my voice to be heard...I want to clear it up and tell my story and tell my side," she said per E! Online.

When the Chris Brown baby mama drama was splashed all over the tabloids, Karrueche Tran dropped the "X" singer like a hot potato, ignoring all his attempts to explain his side.

"He's said he's sorry. He's dropped flowers off. He's sorry for what he's put me through. There's no making up right now. I'm trying to be my strongest. I understand what he's put me through and I'm fed up," the model said.

Christina Milian's BFF recounted that she made him wait before finally taking the next step in their relationship.

"When I first met him, he was nice and charming and I wanted to love him," KarruecheTran added per NY Daily News. "To be a friend, to be different than all these other girls who would sleep with him in a second or girls who are gonna go crazy, or people who are just gonna use him. I didn't want it to be that, I wanted it to be different, and that's how it was."

"I made him wait a couple months. That's not what he's used to," she said. "I can count on my hand how many guys I've slept with in my life, swear to God. I don't just give myself."

However, despite the whole Chris Brown baby mama drama that she found out through social media, Karrueche Tran admitted that he still has a special place in her heart.

"I still love him. I've changed to help him-go to church, pray, yoga, meditate-if he were to change, we would be in a better place, but that's the problem. He did give me love. Maybe it wasn't the right love or the same level but he's a product of his environment growing up. There's no doubt in my mind that Chris loves me. I know he does," she said.